I spent hours in your taillights on the highways in your mind in the places that you showed us where you singled me out you said sister please forgive me I can't give you anymore you've had twenty years to blame me you know all there is to know I didn't want to hear him I turned around too slow I caught my brother smiling and this is what he said I've grovelled long enough now I've burdened myself dead and that's why I'm ahead someday all this will be mine and the killer fields the landmines that had scared me all these years they could scarcely hide your failure and this brilliant emptiness someday all this will be mine so keep your blank addiction for all the places all the times when you can't find connection again someday all this will be mine